Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Forever?

"Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out
It doesn't matter much to me
Let me take you down, cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever..."

The Beatles, 'Strawberry Fields Forever'


My frosting didn't get hard. It got really sticky and messy, but everyone still loved the cookies. Esme's abandonment issues have been solved, and all is well.

Today is pretty good, but sucking maybe like two percent. This morning I realized that I hate all of my friends. Well, that's not completely true, its just that I don't enjoy the fact that most of them act like five year olds. I mean, all Eric and Ben ever do is try to body slam me and make perverted jokes. Its like we don't even have a real friendship, like we were comrades in misery last semester, but now everything is cool and we don't really have to be friends anymore. Its sad, and I hate it, but I also can't stand being around them because they remind me of my little brothers.

I am sooo ready for springtime. The cold Forks-like weather is really getting old. It was totally gorgeous on Monday, but today its freezing and I hate it. Ooh, speaking of Spring, Spring Break in one week, two days, two hours, and fifteen minutes. I can't wait. I need to catch up on my sleep..I've missed so much. Stupid high school, its really ruining my life. Bwahaha.

Everything else is........Boring. There is like nothing going on in my life other than myspace and floral freaking design. I need a hobby. I need a job. I need a life. I need a boyfriend. I need to do something other than read all the time. Gahh. I'm making myself sound really pathetic, so I guess I'll stop here before I move from self-deprecating to emo. Sorry this was so short. I'll try to get some more stuff up later. Peace, loves.

xo
Helen

3 comments:

Bells said...

wow, so much emoness there huh?
and i think ur right about the comrades in misery thing. and the Forks weather is kinda old

cOoKIe MoNstEr said...

I've been really bored and depressed all day today...and im thinking this blog may be the source....

im gonna take a break from reading for a while... :p

happy cookies! said...

I was just kidding about quitting reading it!
Update! Im bored!!

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